Starsky and Hutch - I remember

Author: BellaDonna
Story Title: I remember
Gen or Slash: gen
Rating: R
Complete or WIP: complete
Category: drabble, AU missing scene, possible deathfic
Disclaimer: The characters don't belong to me, I'm just using them to create a story for fun. No copyright infringement is intended.
Notes: AU for Sweet Revenge based on the idea of what if Starsky hadn't survived, kinda dark and deals with suicidal thoughts
Summary: I remember the first time I shot someone...Hutch POV

I remember
by Belladonna

I remember the first time I shot someone.
Remember his name, his face.

I was told that the feeling of guilt over taking another person's life I felt then would get better, fade with time.

And they were right. It faded. But I still felt the hurt that comes with.
I'm thinking it must hurt for those left behind more.

I remember the last time I'm shooting someone.
Know his name, his face.

Does it hurt, I ask myself. But I don't care.

At least it won't hurt anybody else seeing as there won't be anyone left behind. Not anymore.