The Library of the Lonely Ones
B/S fanfiction written by myself
All featured stories on this page are rated PG-PG13, others have been marked accordingly. By reading an otherwise marked story you are stating that you are of the legal age to do so.
...The night is dark, darker than most of you might imagine it to be or are able to and no matter how hard we try to turn away from her, from the black and to strive for the light, that much harder she draws us back towards her, back into the comforting darkness of endless night.
She embraces you, always holds her hands protectively above you and takes you as her own like a lover might do that is holding you in his or her arms, close to the heart might it beat or not.
The light, so bright and warm it is to you, so searing can it be, it consumes you and all you are, ever were or would be one day and it always will be the darkness of the night, in which you seek sanctuary when the light is becoming too bright and blinding... (excerpt from 'The NightCrawler')
short stories
My contribution to all the post-Gift fics. Someone is standing at Buffy's grave, mourning her. This has been my very first Buffy fic ever. (also available in German)
One Wild Night (NC-17!! Do not read if you are under-aged!!)
A rainy night on the cemetery, a lonely crypt and Buffy having hot dreams lately? Well it is only a dream again this time, isn't it? (B/S of course)
Exercisin' (NC-17!! Do not read if you are under-aged!!)
Well, take Buffy and Spike and a training session, mix that with the rating of the story and voila, you have this story. Just read it, summarizing differently would reveal it. Be warned, very hot plot bunny without actual plot attached *g* (B/S - duh, as if I'd write anything different when it comes to hot stuff ;) )
When the world comes crashing down onto you and you desperately try to put back the shattered pieces of your life and heart together, do you then realize what you have lost? What you have truly lost and never thought possible only to realize for yourself that you still don't want it quite that way?
This is just an idea that got stuck inside my mind about one key scene during ‘Smashed’. Well, if you just thought of the key scene, and I mean The Key Scene, you might try again. Unless you thought of the same scene as I was. Do you too think that love on first sight would be something wonderful? Ever wondered to know what Spike thinks of this? Have fun reading! Spike’s POV. (S/B...hehe)
My contribution to the tons of post-Grave fics. It is said that the hardest thing to do would be to face oneself in the mirror after having done something regrettable. Spike's POV
It may be wrong, but it's the right thing to do *new*
At the end of 'The Killer in me' Buffy has to make a decision. Buffy's POV short ficlet.
longer works/serial fics
What is love but a four letter word. Or is it truly? Take a look at a B/S definition for it through this trilogy. (whole series also available in German)
Spike's brain (*WIP*) *Chapter 11 new*
Challenge response: The Trio of Nerds get control over Spike’s chip after finding out what it’s good for and try to use him for their own purposes in defeating the Slayer – permanently. As expected, things don’t go the way they were planned (hey, they’re not called ‘Nerds’ for nothing).
The NightCrawler (*WIP*)
As a new face enters Sunnydale, current events will be seen from a different perspective. Following 'The Gift' and starting with the Season 6 opener 'Bargaining' this series of short stories/vignettes will follow alongside the whole season. X-over with Forever Knight (not entirely B/S yet, but will contain some in later parts)
Greatest Hits Season 5
Just a small collection of song lyrics I've made up to fit for Buffy and Spike to actual existing songs. Something light and fun for in between. And they can really be sung to the original tunes, I've tried. Am I crazy now?
Song 1 Living the good unlife
Song 2 Slayer's dilemma
Song 3 I was made to love you
Song 4 Riley's girl
Song 5 Oops!!...I've died now again
Song 6 Pretty hot for a dead guy